Well today I start the first day of my journey. How do i get there? Perhaps  (mikkel's words,youngest grandson) by going back in time to the beginning. Susan and I thought we were on top of the world. With every thing planed. Knew where we had come from, where we were at, and where we were going.  Then one day bang! A simple bang on the head,(I thought) our lives have been changed forever. Eventually you come to a point and realize that God has a plan for you!  So you try and accept  what he has dealt you and get on with your life. In our situation this has meant Susan has gone back to work outside of the home and I have tried to learn how to relax. Easier said than done. To go from sixteen plus hour days to zero is really hard on ones system.